May was saturated with synchronicity. I said “what the fuck” a lot, in awe of the unexpected breadcrumbs eagerly leading me further down the path.
There was also a lot of sudden clarity that hit me like a freight train. I am reminded how integral it is to never remain too tightly grasped on to any one thing. To be rooted into my belief systems but never too rigid that they can’t be fluid and changed should that be what I need or want.
Belief systems are the building blocks, after all, of my reality. I lay them brick by brick. It is up to me.
May also felt like a question. “Are you sure?”, it would ask me over and over again. Both about what I was choosing, and also for what I wasn’t choosing. Both about the expansiveness I chose to walk toward and also about the allowing of doubt to creep in.
I landed in many scenarios, mere moments even, where I was physically placed in between the things I am walking away from and the cycles I’m closing as well as the more expanded nature of being that I am walking toward.
It seems the Universe needs me to experience both extremes and contrasts in the flesh to experience the visceral, felt sense of those extremes as if to say “see? this is where you’re coming from. this is where you were. and this is where you get to go.”
It’s also inviting me deeper into the grey. Each extreme embodies the black and white nature of my existence, and it never feels like there is a true ending or beginning to either. I am always in liminality; the book ends, the contracts, the “befores” and “afters” never seen to go away, they just shift. There is freedom in being in that flow.
So I suppose going in to June I am leaning further into freedom. Maybe it’s the returning sunshine and warmth and abundance of flora and fauna that has be more willing to take ‘er easy. It certainly helps, but it’s also deeper than that.
Loons have also been visiting me with quite potent medicine and messages, and my belief is deepening more and more that they are the wizards of the bird world. That’s perhaps another Field Notes for another day.
Shifting gears, a couple of noteworthy things happened in May that I’d like to share with you. Firstly, I was on a podcast! I had the opportunity to share more about Human Design. And while I am feeling less inclined to talk outwardly about Human Design as I do not want to be pigdeon hold into being seen as a Human Design Coach, I’d still like to share as it is part of the foundational work that I do with people.
The podcast is called Living Sustainably and I chatted with the host, Lyla, about seeing our own energetic systems as part of the conversation of sustainability. It’s an easy 20 minutes listen. You can listen here.
Secondly, I am teaching a Human Design workshop in Traverse City at Studio North Collective on June 7! Attendees will learn about their type, authority, and strategy. The basis of my work with people is teaching them how to read the language of their energy and create lives and businesses in alignment with that (I like to think of my self as Duolingo for the energetics of things).
Human Design is a great place to start in learning about how your energy wants to be expressed, how to best make decisions, and how to be in deeper relationship to your intuition. If you are local to Traverse City, or would like to travel here for the day, you can register by clicking here.
I just wrapped up two coaching containers and now have capacity to take on a couple more clients. I offer 6 and 12 month containers. You can read more about my work on my website or Instagram but if you have curiosity or have been looking for a guide for your life or business, let’s hop on the phone or Zoom (I work with people all over the world), or meet for coffee.
May June be spacious for you.
Tallyho,
Jenny